9/8/2007
It is a shocking torture
It is a striking pain
It is a unbearable solitude
It is a brilliant dream
It is my future
It is my way
It is my GRE
I don't know whether I can make this
I don't know whether it's gonna work
I don't know what can I achieve
I don't know what's the consequences
I cannot even stop bothering myself by thinking about all these stuff
What else can I condemn and complain!!
I am asking for this and it deserves my endeavor!!
No matter what I would get finally
I am pround of myself
Hey Lilian, I am pround of you!!